One And The Only Me

haha poyo gila tajuk
anyway, assalamualaikum :)
holla people !haha so hari ni i na bebel pasal myself :p it doesn't mean that i tak bersyukur apa yang i dapat, it just that, u know, sharing about myself ? #Eh? hahahha k merepek.
ohh and semalam kott. afiq chat, and dia cakap 'I kinda LOLed at your blog update' 
hello ! at least you did gave me some reaction , instead of u baca blog i and cakap

'apa siodd minachii ni bebel ? dah la jiwang gila'

eh? asal i rasa macam i sumpah merepek gila ni ? omaigodd balqiss ! what happen to you ?!

ohh and talking about that , since i baru lepas operate and ditegaskan disini,i dont have any appendix anymore :P unlike you, yang ada appendix xD i dah tak de dahhh *muka bangga*

nanti kan, kalau i lupa nak amik barang ke, i cakap merepek-2 ke, my sis will be like ;

'orang sakit memang macam ni ea ?' 'orang tak de appendix memang pelupa ea ?'

ok nampak tak mereka punya kekejaman disitu ? NAMPAKK TAKKK???????!

ehh ? emosii siod xD hahaha

oh and i nak cakap pasal myself kan ? so here we go..

sometimes, i just felt like, i ni tak pandai , tak lawa, gedik , ngada-2 , skinny , old-fashioned , annoying , hypocrite ,boros gila and so on.. yeah. i felt that way .. i fell , terrible ......

krikk krikk xD hahaha

and sometimes , bila i dah ada confidence, i said to myself ' you are pretty , dont care what other people will say about you . if they love you , they can accept you for who you are... you lawa ke, tak ke .. '

but then , there will be certain hamba allah yang bertuah tu akan cakap 

'kau ingat kau tu lawa sangat ke ? dah la skinny ! '

dushhh ! and when that moment come, i lose my confidence... againn.... xD hahaha 

you got what i mean or nottt ? *muka marah* haha xD

that's one thing, i senang hilang confidence dalam diri, and senang dapat balik xD hahaha 

ohh second, i rasa i ni pantang dapat duit.

conversation between me and dean ;

Dean : oi, wey, nanti you kena ikut i keluar tau

Me : *watching ttby for 100th time* whyy ? i nak tengok cerita ni laa . kacau la !

*well, i dah tak sekolah kot, tengok drama je la kerja i xP*

Dean : ea? tapi i nak pergi  giant la... nak beli barang ..

Me: ha ?! giant ? nak ikutttt :O

Dean : memang kena ajak u ponn .

*i terus cari my purse and screaming*

me: oh noooo !!! i am a shopoholiccc :( 

hahaha k i tau i gila and the conversation doesn't make any sense :P

lol, then i pergi la giant , macam-2 i nak beli .. untill dean tegur ' stop wasting your money la '

and i was like -____________________- omgg kalau dean tak tegur, i wouldn't stop ! tapi i tak shopping banyak la ,sikit je ... 

i suka shopping :) tak kesah la apa benda pon. kat giant je pon i boleh shopping . teruk kan? k , i tau xD lolss

it just that, i suka tengok barang-2 tu , and i love that feeling bila kita balik rumah, tengok benda yang kita beli, and tak rasa tak sabar gila nak guna xD kannn ? best gilaa.

that's why i kena ada shoping dengan someone. at least dia boleh bagi opinion and suruh i berhenti habiskan my money $$ hahaha

oh ohh i tak tau la i dah cakap ke belum , tapi nak cakap lagi . :p my blog kann? suka la !

things i love to shopping :-

1. PERFUME ! 

omgg i memang suka gila perfume , suka gila gila gila punya gila punya gila la ! suka sangat....

so people, on my birthday, sila kasi saya perfume ye, terima kasih . 24th october ye ! #Eh ? hahaha lol 

2 . shirts .

tapi ni leceh sikit, mesti nak cari yang paling cantik, so nanti dah pergi 20 kedai, belum tentu i ada beli any shirt :P

3. tudung .

omgg i memang tak boleh tengok kalau ada orang jual tudung especially shawl dekat tepi-2 jalan tu. memang tangan i rajin gila nak pergi beli xD i mean, those tudung like calling me kott ! xD hahaha

4. bag..

u know what, i suka tengok beg-2 ni tau. suke, tapi i tak pernah shopping bag .. err k tak pernah. selama ni my parents yang belikan, so i main pakai je. i teringin nak beg baru , and shirts, and tudung, .. serious rasa nak semua benda tu, tapi tak pe la. u guys kasi on my birthday k ? hahahhaha

5. makanan xD HAHA

everybody needs food right ? :P

6. stationery and novel 

tu je la kot ? heyy , i tak la teruk sangat xD hahaha

anyway that's all kot for today, dah panjang gila i bebel. haha

assalamualaikum !

BQ